Hiya!

 

I am back here at it again...I had court yesterday with the ex, who didn't show...figures.

Had to drive to the country hills of Mississippi on Wednesday after work and I had no service! Guess I am a day late, but not a dollar short on this blog entry.

My Wednesday was pretty mellow..dropped Jacks off at daycare..went to work..same ole same ole.

But the exciting news was that I received a text from my friend Cassandra! I've missed her so much since I left Florida. So I am planning a trip to Miami for my 30th Bday! Yayy, I turn the Dirty 30 this year. I sent her pics for Jacks, she thinks he is darling...Ummmmm..she will be very surprised when she sees him in person.

On another note...I keep meeting up or shall I say seeing this young fellow (well older than me) all the time. He is a police officer and we have about a 5-10 minute conversation some times (sometimes I just speak to him and keep it moving, he does follow me around wherever I see him at and says little things and I just smile and nod my head)..I have been known to come off stuck up, but I am totally not like that (for the record)…but you know that conversation that REAL men have to see if you are more than what meets the eye (interesting or not before they ask for your number). While a REAL woman is contemplating in their head (if he ask me for my number, will I give it to him or not?). Because, you don't have to give your number out to everyone who ask for it.

In my last relationship (when I taught I was wise) I actually became wise afterwards. I know what I am worth now. It may sound bad to some of you reading this that a woman almost 30 is just now knowing her worth, well it’s life...sh*t happens and sometimes you gotta go through bad times to know what you will or will not stand for and that’s with anyone family and friends included. I can see bulls**t so far away now and I choose not to entertain it because I have a child. A boy at that and I can't afford to have bad influences around him, especially the way society is now.

So anyway while this police officer was talking to me and speaking to Jacks..I look at Jacks to see what he was doing..he's giving this guy a side eye with his mouth turned up on one side..like he's disgusted or something...like why are you talking to us. I am just like in my head.. OMGoodness Jackson.

We get in the car and I have a talk with him and say, "Jackson, baby you can't look at people like that. Like you are disgusted with them. He may be a nice guy for mommy." He just looked at me and started laughing.

I am like boy, boy, boy...you may try to play tricks on guys I date in the future.


I don’t end these blogs well so until next time.

 

Oh Toooodlessss (in my Mickey Mouse voice)

Ash